I am a failure as a visual artist

FAILURE IS A FEELING NOT A FACT

I am a failure as a visual artist, because when I’m making my work I feel desperate and random, so it’s only ever by accident that I make something powerful, whereas to be a success I should be working towards a specific artistic vision.

i hate this

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